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[31 Jan 2004|06:07pm] |
yeah so this weekend was pretty good.I went to the mall last night and tried on dresses!woohoo fun!
I had to go to theropy today that sucked.I hate it. But then my mommy bought me a cookie so it was good!haha
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[28 Jan 2004|06:23pm] |
Yeah well today sucked.It was really boring. I felt like I was about to faint all day. eh whatever...
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[27 Jan 2004|05:50pm] |
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ughh I don't anything anyone in my fucking family dose.Last night my brother and my dad go into another fight.Because my brother is going to go back into the punk scene or whatever...or hes thinking about or something.And my dad "will not have any of that in his house" so...if he dose they are going to take my brothers truck away.And ughh I hate my dad.And he said that if my brother runs away this time they arn't gonna try to bring him back...which scares me.And then...they bring up me...they were all "this is why we have to take your sister to theropy because we dont think she gets enough attention" and I'm just like....what the fuck so now some of this is my fault??And I'm in the room right next to them and they think I can't fucking hear them.And then my dad starts saying..."I love you no matter what" and thats bullshit hes just saying because he has to.But I see him when he talks to other kids...at church and shit...he wants me and my brother to be like them...not the fuck ups that we are.He just "loves" who we used to be.he fucking hates everything we do...our music...our opions...everything.I hate him.I hate this fucking family.
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[25 Jan 2004|04:19pm] |
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ughhh I just made a really long enrty then my computer fucked up and I dont want to write all again.I think I broke my foot man.Sarah pushed me down my stairs...:( ow.
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[22 Jan 2004|05:52pm] |
Well today was a little better. Mikie made a vegan cake for us!!! It was very sweet of him. The cake was really good too. I don't know what I'm doing tomorrow. But I really want to see Win a Date with Tad Hamliton this weekend
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[21 Jan 2004|05:51pm] |
Today didn't seem any better then yesterday. I think I was more tierd and kind of out of it. God I fucking hate speech. Not just the fact the Mr.Aldverez hates me.. But I just don't I'm good at it anymore. Or anything anymore. Everyone is always,always better then me. And I have pretty much quite trying. Because I'm just sick of not doing good.
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[20 Jan 2004|07:23pm] |
damn it today really sucked. I hated it. And guess what I have no computer mouse...so I have to do everything witht the keyboard.
God...I hate my medicene. I hate that I made you wish you never met me. But this isn't your fault. I'm not doing this on purpose...
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[19 Jan 2004|10:11am] |
Yesterday I didn't do much.I went to see Big Fish.It was pretty good...but really really boring at some parts.
I have to go to the stupid therapist today.goddamit
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[17 Jan 2004|05:57pm] |
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So this weekend was pretty good.It was Lyna's birthday party thingy.We went to the mall and just walked around.I was pretty fun.I got the postal servise cd:) thats cool man.Today I went over to Dani's and everyone just hung out.And I can't do anything tonight.So whatever.I think on Monday I am going to go the zoo.haha sounds fun right?
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[13 Jan 2004|05:30pm] |
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Well Saturday Sarah spent the night we got in huttub and just chilled.Then on Sunday I went with her to some girl's birthday in like the middle of no where man.And these kids ran the lawnmower into the creek it was funny. Yesterday was Lyna's birthday everyone completly forgot.heh sorry Lyna.Yeah well on Thursday I have to go to some place to get me medicine perscribed...:-/ gah thats gonna suck,well lata.
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[10 Jan 2004|06:21pm] |
Well last night I went to the mall with abunch of people.It was pretty fun.We stayed in the food court for awhile and threw spit balls at each other.Which was kinda gross.I got Chris's herpes all over me:(and Sarah and Maggie's.Well today I went to Sarah's and we hung out for awhile.Tamara and Lyna came over.And I pushed Lyna to the ground and shoved grass in here mouth.Ha.Then she did it to me:(not cool man.I got Uptown Girls today!!I love that movie.Well now Sarah is here.And she is running around in circles.So we are going to get into my hottub!!
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[07 Jan 2004|07:08pm] |
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Woohoo New OC is on tonight!!!I looooooooove Adam Brody man.I want the Jason Mraz cd..haha :-/ yeah.Anyone wanna buy it for me!!PLEASE!!!I lost my twenty dollars and now I have no money.AWW!!
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[06 Jan 2004|08:23pm] |
gah.I hate school.It sucks.I didn't go to sleep at all last night,I was so used to staying up.Today was John's birthday.I am making him a cake!haha yay.And like Friday or something is Lyna's birthday.Man I am so tierd.I fell asleep at like 5 and I just woke up.Man,now I won't be able to sleep tonight.AW.
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[05 Jan 2004|07:11pm] |
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[03 Jan 2004|03:39pm] |
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Last night I went to the mall with Saran and Lyna.We saw Tamara and Ana and John and we hung out with them.It was pretty boring.Kace was there and we talked to him for a little bit.Then we spent the night at Sarah's.We watched Dude wheres my Car and Rocky Horror Picutre Show.Then they pulled my pajama pants of and threw them outside!!!Haha but then we pulled Lyna's off and locked out of the house with no pants.haha sucker.
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[01 Jan 2004|10:11pm] |
Whoa dude look its 2004!!!New Year's was good.I went over to Maggie's and we watched a movie.And then we went outside and the basterds down the street started throwing fireworks at us so we sprayed them with the hose and then stupid Dani sprayed me.Maggie's mom went out there and started screaming "Little bitchs why don't you just stick it up your ass!!" haha it was great.Then I had to go my old friend Hope's house we spend the night there every New Year's and we hung out until like 4 and then we finally fell asleep then the next day we saw Calender Girls.Haha I didn't like it.
I think I did something again that hurt someone or made them mad.And you should know who you are.And I'm sorry for whatever it was that I did.I didn't mean and I hope your not mad.I don't the feeling that I get when your mad at me.
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[31 Dec 2003|01:51pm] |
I'm bored...here's a survay
1. Name: Laura 2. Nicknames: uhh Maggie calls me Garsha? 3. Feet Size: like 8 or something 4. Do You Have A Crush: uh i have a boyfriend. 5. Age: nunya 6. Age You Act: 5 7. Where Do You Live: Hell...aka Texas 9. Birthplace: Katy, TX 10. Favorite Salad Dressing: I Don't Like Salad 11. Ever Gone Skinny Dipping?: umm no. 12. What Are You Watching?: nothing 13. Last Person You Talked To: My brother 14. Favorite Movie: Willy Wonka 15. Favorite Book: Virgin Suicides,and Charlie and the Chocolate Factory 16. Favorite Type Of Music: emo,indie 17. Favorite Types Of Cars: I don't really care aobut cars 18. Favorite Saying: Umm gee...I have alot. 19. Favorite Fast Food: WENDEYS 20. Favorite Ice Cream: mint-chocolate chip 21. Favorite Alcoholic Drink: muhaha 22. When Do You Go To Sleep: Whenever I'm tierd 23. Most Embarrassing Moment: heh heh 24. Stupidest Person You Know: Hmm...there are waaay to many to name 25. Craziest Person You Know: my brother 26. Favorite Holiday: I don't know 27. Favorite Food: Nacos!and I love mexican food. 28. Favorite Song: Hmm...Every song by Alkaline Trio 29. Favorite Television Show(s): Everwood,The O.C. 30. Favorite Radio Station: I don't listen to the radio that much 31. Favorite Junk Food: haha thats pretty much all I eat.I'm gonna grow up to be FAT 32. Favorite Sappy Love Song: I don't know 33. Favorite Color: Pink. 34. Favorite Sneakers: uhh...converse?
Section 2 ~ THE FUTURE:
1. School: I don't know yet 2. Where You Want To Live: Chicago!! New York City 3. How Many Kids You Want: 2 or none 4. What Kind Of Job You Want: Firefighter...writer...singer/songwriter or actress 5. Wedding Song: I havn't thought about that.
Section 3 ~ HAVE YOU EVER:
1. Been In Jail: Nope 2. Done Drugs: Not yet 3. Run Away From Home: I've thought about it. 4. Hit A Girl: Umm yeah.But not in a "fight" or whatever. 6. Stolen Anything: Proably. 7. Broken A Bone: Nope 8. Cheated On A Test: Yes!!:( 9. Cheated On A Boyfriend: No.I would feel to guilty. 10. Gotten Drunk: gah 11. Been With Two Guys At Once: Well gee not yet! 12. Been In The Hospital: umm I don't think so 13. Let A Friend Cry On Your Shoulder: Yeah 14. Fell Asleep In The Shower/Bath: umm no. 15. Gone To Church: Yes 16. Never Slept During A Night: Yeah 17. Ever Been On A Motorcycle Or Motorbike: yep. 18. Been To A Camp: yep 19. Sat In A Restaurant W/O Ordering: Umm yeah but the people I was with ordered. 20. Seen Someone Die: On movies 21. Gone A Week W/O Shaving: Yeah.:-/ 22. Didn't Wash Your Hair For A Week: Eww no 23. Broken Something Valuable: Yes 24. Thought You Were In Love: Yeah. 25. Streaked In The Streets: Haha no 26. Screamed At Someone For No Reason: yes.:-/ 27. Said I Love You And Meant It: Yes 28. Been Hurt By A Guy You Loved: Yeah 29. Stayed Up 'Til 4 A.M. On The Phone: Yes more than once
Section 4 ~ WHICH IS BETTER:
1. Coke Or Pepsi: Coke.Pepsi can kiss my ass 2. Cats Or Dogs: Dogs 3. DVDs Or VHS: Well I don't have a DVD player 4. Deaf Or Blind: Deaf 5. Pools Or Hot Tubs: I have both! 6. Television Or Radio: Both 7. CDs Or MP3's: They are both music. 8. Apples Or Oranges: I hate Fruit 9. Gap Or Old Navy: American Egeal
Section 5 ~ WHEN'S THE LAST TIME YOU:
1. Took A Shower: Today 2. Cried: Last night 3. Watched A Disney Movie: Last night 4. Given/Gotten A Hug: Um..I don't know. 5. Been To The Movies: When I saw...Peter Pan.
Section 6 ~ WHAT IS:
1. Your Fondest Memory Of This Year: ... 2. Your Most Prized Possession: There are so many 3. The Thing That Makes You The Happiest: When everyone else around me is happy.And watching Willy Wonka 4. Your Favorite Food For Breakfast: Cearal or pancakes 5. Your Favorite Food For Dinner: food? 6. Your Favorite Slow Song: I donno 7. Your Ideal BF/GF: I hate these questions
Section 7 ~ RANDOM QUESTIONS:
1. What Are Your Favorite Forms Of Jewelry? I don't know 2. Have You Ever Liked Someone Too Young For You? I don't think so. 3. Do You Think You Have Multiple Personalities? Abillion 4. Ever Walked In On Someone Changing Or Showering? Yah 6. What Are You Wearing? Clothes 7. What Did You Do Yesterday? Umm went to a book store 8. Who Was Your Last Crush? ADAM BRODY
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[29 Dec 2003|10:03pm] |
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Well today actually turned out okay.Maggie ended up coming over and we played Kingdom Heart and listened to music and all that good stuff.And I still can't beat it!!Waa.I think I am going to Maggie's house on New Year's with Sarah and Lyna and Tamara and like Maddie i think too.It WILL be fun man.
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[29 Dec 2003|04:52pm] |
Today has been a complete waste.It is almost five o'clock and I still have not gotten dressed.I have had no reason to.The only thing I did today was sleep play my playstation and sit around on my lazy ass.Wow I'm lame.
Well I think Maggie is coming over tonight.Haha I proably won't even get dressed for that.
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[29 Dec 2003|11:29am] |
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Yesterday I went over to Dani's house with Lyna we watch Blow and ate foood.Yumm.Then I had to go to my grandma's house.That was boring but I just watched tv the whole time.And I came and went to sleep.I am so bored.I want to do something today.Anyone wanna do something with meeeee??
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[29 Dec 2003|11:14am] |
I believe that we don't have to change friends if we understand that friends change. I believethat no matter how good a friend is, they're going to hurt you every once in a while and you must forgive them for that. I believe that true friendship continues to grow, even over the longest distance. Same goes for love. I believe that you can do something in an instant that will give you heartache for life. I believe that it's taking me a long time to become the person I want to be. I believe that you should always leave loved ones with loving words. It may be the last time you see them. I believe that you can keep going long after think you can't. I believe that money is a lousy way of keeping score. I believe that my best friend and I can do anything or nothing and have the best time. I believe that sometimes the people you expect to kick you when you're down, will be the ones to help you get back up. I believethat sometimes when I'm angry I have the right to be angry, but that doesn't give me the right to be mean. I believe that if you have no imagination,then you have no heart I believe that just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have. I believe that maturity has more to do with what types of experiences you've had and what you've learned from them and less to do with how old you are. I believe that it isn't always enough to be forgiven by others. Sometimes you have to learn to forgive yourself. I believe that no matter how bad your heart is broken the world doesn't stop for your grief. I believe that just because two people argue, it doesn't mean they don't love each other And just because they don't argue, it doesn't mean they do. I believe that you shouldn't be so eager to find out a secret. It could change your life forever. I believe that two people can look at the exact same thing and see something totally different. I believe that your life can be changed in a matter of hours by people who don't even know you. I believe that the people you care about most in life are taken from you too soon.
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[28 Dec 2003|07:17pm] |
I've done everything as you say I followed your rules without question I thought it would help me see things clearly But instead of helping me to see I look around and it's like I'm blinded Where should I go, What should I do I don't understand what you wan't from me I feel like I'm spinning out of control I try to focus but everything's twisted And all along I thought you would be there To let me know I'm not alone But in fact that's exactly what I want Where should I go, What should I do I don't understand what you want from me And all along I thought you would be there To let me know I'm not alone But in fact that's exactly what I want
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[28 Dec 2003|01:01pm] |
So Thursday I saw Peter Pan with Ana and I love that movie man.haha It is my second favorite...plus Peter Pan is hot man. And then on Friday me and Sarah and Maggie went to see it again.We walked around the mall for a little bit then went back to Sarah's house and watched the Virgin Suicides...I love that movie too.I spent the night there and then the next morning we tried to play uno with her little sister witch ended up and a fight.haha.Then we went to return some stuff for her.I got home at like 4 30 and Logan wanted us to go to the mall with him so we did and there were alot of people.I guess it was fun.
And this morning at fucking church me and Logan got in troble haha some guy was all like..."why do you come to church.Do you even belivie in God." I was like...uhh sure.And he bitched at us about some shit. goddamit!!!FUCK YOU I hate it when people sit there and ask me shit like that.Stupid fuckers.
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[25 Dec 2003|01:54pm] |
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Well Christmas was good.I got alot of things.I'm at my grandma's right now.Watching Babes In Toyland I love that movie.I got like 100$ from my grandparents.I want to see Big Fish or Peter Pan tonight or tomorrow.Some go with me please!!!
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My mom is driving me crazy!! We are having my family over for dinner and she keeps yelling at me to clean!!! After my family comes over then we have to go to church...:-/ but then after that we are going to IHOP haha. It will be great!!!
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[24 Dec 2003|10:31am] |
Last night I saw Lord of the Rings with John Tamara and Lyna and Sarah.
I had a really really bad day yesterday.My results from the testing is that I'm bi-poler and that my attention span from 1-20...is a 3.Not cool.And now I have to go see a conceler and then she will help decide what medicne I should be on.
And as if that wasn't bad enough,I come home and then I start getting shit from someone very close to me.I just didn't want to talk about it then.I was so frusterated.Things are better between us now.
So when I finally went to the movies...it was like a perfect ending to one of the worst days.
Well to be more positive today is Christmas Eve. I think I'm going to IHOP at like midnight.haha.
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[23 Dec 2003|04:41pm] |
I don't know what I am doing wrong. I try to please everyone. But I just can't do that. And I have my own problems to deal with too. And I just can't do it all. I can't fucking handle it all. I fucking this. I hate everything. ahhh
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[23 Dec 2003|01:04pm] |
Today has been hella boring. I went to go get my eyeborws done!! And I am about to leave to go get my results. I think I am seeing a movie tonight. woohoo.
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[23 Dec 2003|10:37am] |
1) Using band names, spell out your name
Last Days of April Alkaline Trio Unwritten Law Reggie and the Full Effect Adicts
2) Have you ever had a song written about you? Not that I know of.But I wish
3) What song makes you cry? Pedro the Lion-Diamond Ring. Brand New-The boy who blocked his own shot. many more.
4) What song makes you happy? Pure Imagination-Willy Wonka Lucy In the Sky with Diamonds-The Beatles
5) What do you like to listen to before bed? Brand new Something Corporate Armor For Sleep
6) Name a song by Coal Chamber I don't know any
7) Who was/were your idol/s when you were younger? The Spice Girls mainly and Hanson
8) First album you ever bought? Hanson-Middle of Nowhere. (I still listen to it:-X)
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[22 Dec 2003|08:28pm] |
I don't like how I can't explain how I feel.Or that my "reasons" for doing things arn't good.I don't always understand things and I don't think people get that.They don't understand me.No matter how close you are with me.I don't even understand myself.People will ask me things and sometimes I don't even understand what they are asking.And I hate it how I don't think before I do things and then it ends up hurting people that I don't mean to hurt.I don't know why I do the things I do.They just happen.And I also find it hard to concentrate on just one thing.My mind always is cluttered with thoughts, thoughts that I can't explain,thoughts that I don't understand.I get so frustrated with myseld because I feel like I am so many things that I hate and I don't know how do to deal with it...how to explian it...and that makes it hard for me to tell other people how I feel...because really...I don't even know how I feel.And so most of the time...I don't say anything..witch hurts even more.And it gets me even more frustrated.And ughh I hate the way I'm feeling right now.I hate the way I am and I wish I could just be someone else.Because I drive myself crazy.I don't get why people would want to be friends with me!!!
I don't know if all that made sence but I hope so. Now maybe you will understand me more...and maybe I can understadn myself.
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[22 Dec 2003|05:15pm] |
Well today I went to Dani's.With Sarah and Lyna.We walked to Subway and then Ulta and Target and Randells and we went to this place so Lyna could get her eyeborws waxed.We walekd around for like two fucking hours.But it was fun I guess.I think I am about to make some cookies with Miko hehe yay!I want to see Lord of the Rings but everyone has already seen it!!!god damnit!!Someone go see it with me!!PLEASE!!I will give you a hug.Maybe even two!!Tomorrow I have to get my results back for my ADD and ADHD shit.Everyone thinks that I have it.But I donno.Well I'ma go.
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[22 Dec 2003|09:55am] |
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Saturday Sarah came over and we went and chilled at Starbucks for awhile.Then we came home and called Katie and we hung out with her.Witch was fun I havn't seen her in...forever!!!It was good.Then last night Maggie came over and we just hung out and stuff.Then we went for a walk and looked at all the Christmas lights and sang songs!!haha we are losers.Well I have no idea what I am doing today.I want to see a movie eaither Lord of the Rings or Mona Lisa Smile.Christmas is in like four days.Kinda good and bad.It dosne't feel like Christmas at all this year and its making me mad!!!I havn't seen fucking Rudolph on tv at all yet!!! What the fuck is up with that!!!Bitch.
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[21 Dec 2003|04:43pm] |
I'm a high school lover, and you're my favorite flavor. Love is all, all my soul. You're my Playground Love. Yet my hands are shaking. I feel my body reeling, times no matter, I'm on fire. On the playground, love. You're the piece of gold that flashes on my soul. Extra time, on the ground. You're my Playground Love. Anytime, anywhere, You're my Playground Love
I love that song soo much
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[21 Dec 2003|04:32pm] |
I've been trying to learn how to HTML It's kinda hard. Anyone want to help teach me? Please?! Today sucked. It was really boring. :(
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[21 Dec 2003|01:28pm] |
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I feel like such a bitch.I feel like I am so mean.I don't get why I have friends or why anyone would want to talk to me.And I wouldn't be surprised if no one did anymore.And I wouldn't blame them.
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[20 Dec 2003|12:27pm] |
Today is sooo boring. I think I am going to make cookies. Yummy. Hmmmm.... I want to go see Mona Lisa smile. But no one will go with me. I wanted to see it last night.
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[20 Dec 2003|09:40am] |
So last night I went to the mall with John Sarah and Tamara.It wasn't very fun.I mostly just walked around with John witch was nice.And I liked it.I got the new something corperate cd.Its gooood.I don't think I'm doing anything today. I might just watch movies and stuff.Or doing something with my brother since he's grounded.Oh well I will find something.
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[19 Dec 2003|12:51pm] |
I feel really bad. I think I did something wrong. But I'm not sure. I didn't mean too. I'm just trying to make everyone happy. And its leaving me...unhappy. And I'm so frusterated and I hate it. I don't know what to do. gahh I need help.
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[18 Dec 2003|04:07pm] |
Okay my journal is looking okay now.yay.Man today was werid....like...I would get dizzy and I was nervous...and I'm usually never nervous I felt like I was going to throw up and I couldn't stop shaking I was like freaking out and I started crying in speech..I didn't know what was wrong with me.Well tomorrow I think I am seeing Lord of the Rings.
Latly everything had been on my nerves and I keep getting frusterated and I feel like shooting someone.I don't know and ughh it's to hard to explain.
:( AWW.
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Man I hate exams They suck. I have to study damnit. I got a new alkaline trio cd. Yay. Man my journal is making me mad. :( Someone needs to fix it. I try. But I keep making it worse. Arg. Fuck I'm hungry. I'm going to get something to eat.
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[13 Dec 2003|06:06pm] |
Grr.. my journal is making me mad. Oh well. Tonight I am seeing a movie. With John Maggie the twins and logan. It will be fun. And I have money:)
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